Drowning within the depths of despair and unhappiness, burning with anger, and chained down by alcoholism, Jonathan couldn’t do it anymore. After the lack of his father as a younger boy, dealing with numerous horrific dying scenes within the line of obligation, and the dying of his son, Jonathan turned to the world for solutions — discovering solely darkness. Confronted with the specter of dropping all that's left to him, Jonathan turns to religion and finds hope and redemption.